I've been quite busy of late. Busy finding something new. Hehe. I honestly have to say that I've never been this tired before. If only I could stop the world from revolving just this once, I'd do it for Superman's sake. 

I spoke to someone a few days ago about that person's struggles. It isn't easy to help someone who doesn't want to be helped you know. It took all the magic beans I have to be able to understand what's going on in his mind. I was supposed to make him feel encouraged but it was to no avail. If not for the hope I know there is in letting the Lord have His own way, I would've given up on being the 'supposed motivator'. It makes you wanna ask why people ignore the obvious solution (I'm talking about Christians here) and turn your back on Him whose power created the world without wasting a breath. It's always because SELF is in control. Oh what a great enemy! If the cost of following Jesus is worth a penny, many might have followed or could still be following but the cost is greater than the hair on our heads. We have to put down a lot to fit into the narrow gate and it gets tougher when you have to listen to that Voice 'cause it's never gonna be loud, it's never gonna be shouting in the streets...it's small and still. If you're thinking of giving up or quitting, you also have to think of what you're not willing to quit or give up on because it's our own needs, wants, hopes that always get in the way. All we need is His healing and grace to be able to go back to His loving arms.

PLANETSHAKERS

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease

I trust in You
I trust in You

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

My Healer, You're my Healer

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands